All to be done again tomorrow

May 23, 2006

Six pages today. Though I may end up throwing it all out. It will at least get pushed further into the book. The six pages have nothing to do with Edward. So I’ll put the six pages later, if needed, and just do what I’d planned on doing which was calling Edward. The pages dragged today because the front of my head was trying to force the back of my head to shut up and be reasonable. I should know better. The back of my head was right. I’ve done some research now, and the technology that I’d planned will take hours and hours, not an hour. You know how I say don’t do research until you’ve got a draft done, there is one exception. If you do not have enough information to intelligently plot a sequence. Which was my fate today. But I was determined to bull my way through. So, I have six pages that will probably never get used, and get to jump back to where I began the day and start again tomorrow. My subconscious wanted to just jump to Edward, but nooo, I just wouldn’t have it. We had to go in order no matter how much I wanted to just go to Edward. Yet another reminder in my life that just because something is fun and is exactly what you want to do, it doesn’t make it the wrong thing to do.