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Bad day at work. No pages so far. Admittedly, the pages I was ready to trash yesterday, are actually good, just a few places to expand. But, somehow I just can’t settle down to work today. Restless, and just want the book done. It makes me want to rush, and you need to take your time at the end of a book, not rush. But my impatience is showing. I’ll tell you how bad I’m feeling today about the work, I’m listening to Christmas carols. I’m tired of all the music that I listened to during this book. All of it. Even the Scary Solstice carols from the H.P. Lovecraft society cannot get me out of my deep blue funk. I am listening to Dean Martin sing Christmas carols. Why Dean Martin? No idea. All I know is that as he croons “Silver Bells” my anxiety begins to seep away. Of course, now I’ve got to break to lift weights. Which is extremely irritating with no pages, yet. And I have an appointment with my landscaper at 2:00. Shit, my whole day is just going to be gone. Tonight’s supposed to be date night for Jon and me. Which is great, but the deadline pressure is beginning to get to me. Just not enough of me to go around.