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Jul 27, 2004

Hey.  Eight pages yesterday.  Cool.  But only three today.  I got seven pages of notes, but I don’t count notes.  Notes aren’t pages that will stay in the book, and what stays is what counts. 
Obviously, I have not yet hit my stride on this book.  I mean twenty-four pages, eight, then three, oh, and a day of one in there on Saturday.  I’m all over the board, which means I’m still struggling.  It’s just struggling with a higher page count, and I’m happy with the pages I’ve got.  They’re good pages.  I’m just frustrated by the stop and go pattern.  Maybe I should dig out my calendar with the last Merry book on it and see if this far in I was still pages off on my count.  Maybe, I was.  Oh, well.  Gotta go do something else.  There are days when I can force myself to do more pages, and there are days when I know it’s not going to work.  Today, the dragon wins.